So I guess this is it! It’s my time to start. I’ve decided
to finally start writing in a blog. I guess it doesn’t really matter who reads
this, as long as it’s out there. Everyone has their own struggles, their own
ups and downs, and here are mine. I’ve put my thoughts and feelings on the
Internet before, and I can only remember the times when it’s all backfired.
People have found me out and gotten mad or disappointed at me for what I had to
say. No, not what I had to say. What I had written. I, like, most people I
know, prefer to not confront others about issues, and talk to others about it
instead. I guess it’s more because I want others to empathize with me and say
things like, “Yeah, she did that to me, too!” or come up with some magical
solution to my problem. But I’ve come to realize that life doesn’t really work
that way. There will never be one perfect solution. And even if there was, that
one solution won’t solve future problems as well. So that’s why I came here. To
let out all of my thoughts in a safe place.
I’ve always wanted to keep a journal, but I’m so bad at
making it a habit. I’ve chosen to write here because maybe others will benefit
from hearing about my own sad life. Maybe no one will read this, and that’s
okay, too.
But I’ve decided to write under a different name and take
out some specifics so that no one can find out who I truly am. That’s always
been why I’ve gotten in trouble for speaking my mind – because I’ve been found
out. If you don’t like what I have to say, than please feel free to offer me
advice. If you feel similarly about something, let me know – solidarity,
sister! I just ask you to please don’t criticize me for anything I have to say.
There’s so much in my life that I waste my negative energy on. I want this to
be the only place where I express that negativity, in hopes that I’ll be able
to lead a life that I’m a bit more proud of.
In any case, that’s my schpeal! I’ll probably write about
something more specific in a bit. Maybe when I decide to take a break from
work. But in the meantime, that’s why I’m here.
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